Hiiissssssssssssssssssssss.............................

So... I shall get all of these out now! Maybe it's becoz of how Mr Seah pushed me so much to get out of my comfort zone, to let that emotional barrier down, to unleash, and now i shall lash out if not i wont get the peace.

the whole issue of wanting to lash it all out here so people can see and hear was strongly on my mind last night, and it has not left me even through the night and this morning. But last night too tired to get everything out. It's not just physical lethargic-ness, but mainly a little mental plus extreme emotional tiredness that drove me to sleep.

100++ pm, on the floor; from the cold hard floor to the sofa at 12++am; from the too soft and hot sofa to the mattress at 2++am; from the mattress in the air-con room to my dad's bed at 7++am; waking up at 9am.
at 2++, 3am i'm still thinking about this whole issue....
first thing when i wake up, i'm still thinking about this whole issue...

and man! writing them all out is not as easy as i thought too. i spend the whole day writing just these few posts... becoz... each post is so difficult to write, that after each post, i have to do something before i can continue writing....

for until i let it all out, the unleashed yesterday kristen in me will give me no rest

so here's the hidden 'kristen' part of me lashing out!!!!