Report of a good week

It has been a week of silence here on the blog, but well, wanna report that this week had been an overally good week. i thank God that emotional attacks had lessen, and i took hold of it, not let myself dwell on it, and moved on. i have been studies productive too! which really encouraged me. =) been finishing my homework in time this week, some even a few days early (YES!)

it's true that the emotional attacks did not totally left me. It's true that the main cause of the surge of negative emotions, which only few church and 1 school friend knows, still gets to me at times, but NOT more than 5 min, becoz i pray and ask God for strength to forget it, put it aside, not dwell on it, and move on. And i guess studying does help. =)

so this week, instead of emotions affecting my studies, it's studies helping me cope with emotions. haha. very ironic, and i would have never suspected that. Oh well. i need to buck up. and i know lots of pple in my class needa too. I wish i can encourage them too. haha. wish barriers were down and we can work hard together, and be beside one another to pull each other through this season. Maybe i should start something. maybe i should take the first step. XD
i think i have to better manage myself first bah. haha.

well, today have been a good labour day. drama rehearsal went very well (at least in my opinion), went walk with a friend, had 豆奶汤圆 whilst planning some stuffs, nap, cycle to Bishan Park, played Badminton and had yummy dinner & good time of fellowship with mom's side family (miss them lots), cut cake (cousin&his dad's bday + early mother's day celebration). =D

something did occur though, that made me sigh even within my heart, but i tried not to dwell on it too much, and moved on.
now i get to see the difference in you when you're with us and you're with them. you're freerer and happier with them. i still don't understand how come you seem more open with others than with the friend you've been growing with the past few years. i sigh deep within where you can't see. i'm glad you're happier than the image you've been leaving me. i will not dwell on this and move on, becoz overally the time of meet-up today was good.


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