Is my lack of tact and my straightforward honesty gonna make me lose another friend again? I really hope not. I enjoy your company, your friendship, talking to you. I wish there can be no limitations marked out, but I cant. I have to. I need and want to protect myself, and to protect you as well. I know I can last min set up defence borders if I find myself slipping into extra commitments I'm not ready to handle, and when I do that I can be very cold, and that'll hurt you a lot. I really really dont want that to happen. Becoz you're my friend. And i care for all my friends, in various degrees. I just dont wanna lead you on. But I really want to be friends with you. Just friends. Close friends maybe.

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