Ignite 4 Him!

OKAYS! enough of the negative posts... now comes the overall summary of yesterday's events:
*unfold*

so, i've written about the morning's feelings... yes i was super out of sorts. (dont ask me why, becoz i myself dont know... i'm pointing the finger to stress though) and as the teachers, principal was going on and on about studies, how we should study blah blah blah... i was getting more frustrated and irritated, probably becoz of the pressure i feel due to my still unproductivity/low productivity.
The only person who cld tell i was out of sorts then, was... Ben, surprisingly (since out of the whole class, i know him the least becoz he hardly appears... so sometimes i confess that i have a hard time remembering he's in our class. xp but he's a nice chap, he's alright.)
When he joined our class, just before the late morning's ceremony, he was like "Hey. Why you look so glum?" haha.

anyways, yes, i left the hall at the start, before they started actually, to go to the toilet, becoz i cld not hold back my emotions anymore, esp after i received the 2cards and started reading them. so there i was in the toilet, crying for a while, rereading again and again the 2simple but sweet cards.

Thank God though, for the teachers' dedication video that was so entertaining, enouraging and hilarious that i was laughing my heart out, laughing till i was crying (well not exactly crying, just tears in my eyes coz laugh too hard, seriously.) and that put me straight up, helping me to bounce back up. (psst.. bounce up too high in fact). So for the rest of the day after that, i was in my high mode, which means a little crazy (which pple in sch seemingly seldom see... farah seems a little taken aback, and so is Seq.) haha. especially when going for our 0836 Royal Family swenson's outing @PS. haha.

but goodness gracious. the Swenson's meal was i have to say interesting to the max. Becoz i was sitting across him whom at this season i'm still awkward with due to what has happened not too long ago. (not my choice of seating. i went in slightly later than the rest becoz i was at the ladies. xp ) yikes. you know how awkward and uncomfortable (okay, actually less of this) it can be to be sitting directly opposite someone you're awkward with and kinda trying to avoid becoz 没脸见人? haha. so kept talking to farah, sitting beside me, or trying to see what the guys on my other side is talking about, or dropping random comments on Seq, sitting beside Farah. lol. (okays, i dint totally ignore him lah... it's just that i'm awkward talking to him and looking him in the face that's all. i wonder if he felt it. xp i'm kinda trying not to be so obvious that not wanting myself to be too uncomfortable trying too hard.)

then after that, went to watch movie! wanted to watch 500Days of summer... yida watched already, so down there debating what to watch for a long time. in the end, split 2 grp: 500Days of Summer & Yida's grp. since 500Days of summer i gotta wait more than an hr, being unwilling becoz dont wanna go home too late for dinner, i followed yida, and so did ben & dan. we watched Haeundae: the Deadly Tsunami @ 4pm. :) it was good. :) it's nice, and totally NOT the kind of show i watch in the cinema.. it's not animation, nor exactly action packed, nor exactly (i dunno how else to describe other movies i watched in cinemas before)... it's korean... and i guess the only asian movie i watched in the cinema. It's a little scary (what else wld u expect with a deadly tsunami) and i caught myself with fingers between my teeth quite a no of times, though tears (that flowed down the guys' cheeks) dint do for me (probably becoz morning cry till no tears liao. haha). and i seldom, if ever, have my fingers btw my teeth becoz the show's a little scary (the waves esp)... for the fact that i dont watch horror shows. haha. but this aint exactly considered a horror show, though certain parts quite scary.. maybe it's becoz it's something that can happen =/= non-fictional kind... so yah, it's the kind i can take without being haunted by it. haha. anyways, it was GOOD! (okays yida, for once i'll give you credit. haha)

glad to be home for dinner! good food! but after the mango fantasy + 1rodeo wing + farah's veg + 1/2slice of Seq's icecream cake @ Swensons... to have chicken stew, beef rendang, cauliflower, salmon, tanghoon... and CHEESECAKE!! for dinner was.... *phew* (die die die.. eat too much good food liao. xp xp xp ) after dinner, wanted to nap a while then shower and blog and study.. in the end... nap and nap and nap and nap, cant wake up. then finally got out of bed to brush teeth and have a proper sleep on my own bed. haha.

oops. 8.23am liao. gotta go. got Seq's SBQ lesson to attend. :) tata