I have 406 facebook friends. But why is it that your picture and name always appear on my left sidebar that randomly (but doesn't feel that randomly) shows 10 friends out of the 406. I don't understand. Reminders of you are all over the place. Moreover, I've been so many places with you, created so many memories with you, I have hardly anywhere else to go that won't have your 'remnants' there.

I wish to let you go; it's useless holding on to a feeling I don't want to see come to pass because I simply can't imagine living with you for the rest of my life. Friends, yes. But not more than that. Yet, I can barely control my feelings. But I AM going to, as I have been nearly successfully trying to.

You mean too much for me to destroy.

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