Ignite 4 Him!

i went back, happy, excited, glad to be back, with familiar people, in familiar surroundings... glad to be able to do something i like... i was asked if i wanted to officially stay on... to tell you the truth, I wanted, i was really tempted... BUT i had many things to consider first, so i have not confirmed... it will be my joy to stay on, DEFINITELY.

But later, i realised, that somehow i cant seem to fit in, i felt as if i dint belong... i'm ok with the younger ones, with the adults... but somehow, with my peers who were also back, i dint seem to fit in with that group... i felt left out, or should i say i was left out... is it just becoz i was in the dev. com and the rest were in the dri. com that i was being left out... is that all there is... that dri. is more important than dev.?? Yet other not so dri. related topics, i wasnt really included. Sometimes when i ask, they say "nothing, nothing lah... never mind..."
I thus feel uncomfortable with my peers that batch, though i'm quite close to 2 of them... yet my heart is with the younger ones, of whom i wish to see grow up, rise up, and be great leaders with great attitudes here.

I may seem not very active, but it doesnt mean i'm not... just becoz i've little interest in dri. coz i cant teach it, but can correct them a little, does it mean i've no passion here... is dri. all there is to it??

... Lord, open my eyes & heart, lead me in your ways... guide me in your wisdom... ...