Today, during Civics Tutorial aka 'White Space' (free time), was the MOST FUN AND ENJOYABLE CT i've had. haha...
past few weeks, i hvae been 'entertaining' a couple of y OG mates with 'mind-boggling' games like the Picnic Game, the 'open-shut', Fussy-Wazzy, etc. etc. etc.
then today, after a while from hearing from the boring me, other f my OG mates(who dont really play these games with us) played with us... "Black Magic", and "White Magic"... very fun and funny and hilarious!!! XuRong so fun, funny,dramatic,animated... haha... we had so much fun together, about 3/4 of whoever that was present. SO FUN!!!! haha... much laughs and laughs. This is what i always wanted/wished my class to be like, warm, fun, full of laughter, everyone playing/doing things together, not just in small groups... it's just that i dont dare to do anything, having little self-confident, often feeling that pple dont like me, and have to try to bear with me becoz no choice... anyway, had a FUN time today!!!
i dont understand... if you so dont like me so much, then GET LOST!! i dun understand what you have against me. i'm being very patient and am bleeding within, do you know? how many times you have stabbed me, especially these few days. sometimes i wish to keep myself in isolation, maybe it's better this way, i'll STILL feel lonely, whihc is hardly any difference from now, but at least i wont have to stay here like a fool to let myself be hurt by you all. If you really dont like me so, fine! i'll go. i can always go by mself or jump to another group...
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