Ignite 4 Him!

i'm glad for a time to share with pple my thoughts/feelings again. looong time since i did, and im feeling soooo much better. was actually thinking since i dint have CCA today, i go rest and do hw. but coz of the emotions running thru me, i seak comfort from my phs in jc frens. and praise God i found them!
so i followed them to their cca, joined them... there were only the 2 of them, a classmate, the teacher and me. so quite ok, though i was emo-ed a bit, plus still recovering from whatever i was going to fall sick to, so a lot of things were in a blur, and i wasnt absorbing things as i usually do. i enjoyed watching them practice though. sorry if i wasnt a very attentive audience, and dint really catch what the 3 of you were trying to portray. my mind and body (and spirit actually...) is tired. so i cant rmb/key in things. sorry.

anyway, so after that, the 2 of them stayed and heard me out. that was nice. THANKS A LOT!!!! and that classmate after a while came over to join us too...well, it's good to get things out. feel much better. shockingly, it still havent sank in how i actually find them to initiate sharing with them. haha... i'm really changing lots... maybee i'll talk more about it one day...

i realised though it's like superb hard for me to share with pple my really really innermost feeling/thoughts/emotions... but when i open the doors of my heart and share, i'll just like 'lose control' over myself and share my heartt out. it'll keep flowing and flowing till we really have to leave. though i dun really want to let pple know about certain things, it'll usually flow out once the door is open... for there's no closing it. it's like sharing without really even thinking kind... ya...

THANKS FOR LISTENING... thanks you YT, lin and N....


**i miss God... lotz! i miss the simple faith i had in Him, the confidence that i had in Him... maybe it's really time for me to turn away from myself to Him... life would be better, if i allowed it...**