Ignite 4 Him!

i want to say something, but i forgot already. haha. i dunno what to say now.
but to those who encouraged... thanks. THANKS A LOT!

esp the unexpected sms i got from An. my class rep:
"Rachel!! Try to sleep early and don't worry too much kay! Jiayou! Let's work hard together! :) If u got any troubles,u might want to share with me. :) Cheer up!"

dint expect it from her, but that was really encouraging. and that really pushed me to go to school today, no matter how i may be feeling, no matter if i get up on the wrong side of the bed (but there's only one side i can get out from.. not my fault) or not, no matter if i totally dint study for my physics test and sure flunk with flying colours.. i will still go. And went i did.

PRAISE GOD!!! today went real well. really. physically, emotionally, mentally... yup! =)
only a tinge of that same ill feeling at the end, just before i left school... but i pushed that aside quite fast, and praise God, successfully.

The fellowship with mom's cell members over dinner helped proved to be a GREAT distraction from those ill feelings thoughts. see, it's that simple. all i lack if fellowship. that's all.