my sis is not home today. she's staying overnight at chalet. (a miracle my dad actually allowed her) makes me think of the Z2 poly pple having the time of their life at chalet though, and yes, i'm not included becoz... no1: i got sch. no2: my dad dont let.
never before have i so wanted to go for a chalet. sigh. probably my last time to go chalet wif this grp... *poof* gone. :( i was quite upset initially actually. I really grown to love this group. they're so fun, supportive, caring, and well is the group of friends where at this moment, this season of life, is whom i can be most myself in front of. prob is we're kinda just cellmates/zone mates, and is not that close a friend where you'll otherwise remember to invite to go out together and all. sigh. next year, graduating already, and though i dont say it out, it's going to be a hard transition, becoz the only other pple i'm close to at church, not talking bout my close adam friends (or once-closed) wont follow up with me to graduate next year, only chloe. and none of these peers of mine actually stays in the north.. so chances we're be together... converging towards zero. sigh. next year, another transition year, AGAIN!
anyways, i guess i'm kinda glad i dint go chalet in the end, becoz managed to study, and needed the time to study + tonight was awesome.
dont ask how it happened... but in the last 40-60min in sch... technically around 9pm-10pm, we (me,ed,dan) just worshippped God. It kinda started as a sing-a-long, and moved towards worship from the heart, and i believe singing the different songs spoke to our hearts, serving as reminders even in this tough period, this last lap, where i believe each one of us are struggling with our own stress, disappointments with prelims, expectations and all...
but that break; the worship; the hymns; and even later, the kiddy children sunday school songs that we sung, once after another, brought out a heart of worship, spiritual tuning, and nostalgic memories. You can see the faces, worshipping. We're like together, as in singing together, worshipping together, yet seemingly seperate, each in our own personal space with Yahweh. Thank you Lord, for directing us where we should have headed towards all these while; to look to you, focus on you and know that you are faithful and you are there, here with us.
How Great is our God. God will make a way. Give me oil in my lamp. I am a C-H-R-I-S-T-I-A-N. Turn your eyes upon Jesus. With Christ in the vessel. Still. Come on and celebrate. God is good. Open the eyes of my Heart. I'm in the Lord's army. His Banner Over Me is Love. How did Moses cross the Red Sea. Pass It On. How Great Thou Art(and at least 50more to go??)
"...for in the midst of the storm, through the wind and the rain. You'll still be faithful. You'll still be faithful O Lord..."
Thank you Lord for your faithfulness, and for given us brother and sisters a good time of worshipping you together. I love you Lord. Good night! *muacks!*
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