i dont trust you. we seldom talk and you suddenly talk to me, indirectly asking me about her. i know who you're talking about, i just dont want to say, for why should i make things more complicated for myself. i really wonder whether you're seeing me as a trustable friend who is good with advice that you're asking me for 'guidance' steps or asking becoz you're hoping to get some clues out of me, since you know i'm quite close to her. I really suspect that i'm not so much a friend to you, but i'm a medium that is very useful to your advantage. I don't like being used. that's what some friendships i have seemed to have resulted nowadays - just a tool to be used; a wonderful naive and honest girl who'll be a good source of information.
Lord, he's making life difficult for me. I hope this does not continue. I want to be and used to be friends with him, but i've let it go, so pls Lord help me not to be swayed again.
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