London expenditure

Did some estimated calculations with my mom.. I've spent about SGD $5,000 for 4months, inclusive of what I spent via visa card. O.O wow.
But okays larhs, I guess I probably spent less than my peers. xD

There's nothing wrong with liking someone. Sometimes, it's a feeling that can't be helped too. It's what you do about that feeling that'll matter.
Things happening here kept reminding me of the one whom I like whom I'm not supposed to like. The time is coming soon... after not seeing him for 4months, what will I do? ...

London Prep Process

What a week of stress; what a draining week. All becoz of London preparation, be it the keep-going-up flight ticket prices, or O/A level English not qualified to prove we're english proficient enough to study in London (*roll eyes*), or having to sign up for an English exam that cost >$300 and have no more vacancies online but managed to get reserved spaces thanks to prof, or to get ready to go down tmr to the British Council to settle the application for the Eng exam.

*sighs*

most interestingly about this song was that it was shared to me over msn at 2.37am by N. Felt funny becoz felt like God using 'em to encourage me becoz thru the stress of today's bad news (or ytd's actually, looking at the time..), I was thinking "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger". Interestingly, that was what I was telling my youth when I met him on Monday. Hahas. Started and ended the week with the same famous quote: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger!"

Gnite!

Eng requirement to get doc to get visa.

Unexpected, last-min predicament that may prevent us getting the letter from UK to apply for our visa. Praying very hard. Frens, pls keep my team and I in prayer. Thanks.

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When the Lord gives a boost of faith, one should remember that there is coming a greater challenge of faith. || The Lord was faithful, is faithful, and He will still be faithful. I shall keep my faith & learn to find quiet assurance in Him.

CAPA Scholarship... THANK YOU LORD!! ^.^

PTL! PTL! PTL!! As He says He will provide, indeed He is providing. Hallelujah! I feel so touched now, tears are welling in my eyes of how GOOD my Lord is, esp with the double emphasis of reminding me of His faithfulness -
(1) today in morning prayer, we learn that as the children of God, we have access to HIS resources (and look! here it is. ^.^)
(2) was just thinking about the $$ issue (start planning/budgeting..) + dad just realized the bomb I'm going to spend & starts questioning where the $$ is gonna come from. and *boom!* open email, got moved by Him.

I soooooooooooooo just wanna give God a nice BIG hug now!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
This can't come at a better timing. ^.^

Thank You God for reminding us of Your faithfulness and strengthening our faith.

Fllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy...

HALLELUJAH!!

After alllllll that stress of checking flight prices, trying to coordinate the more than 10 of us, the tickets are booked, the price paid. Praise God managed to book at low price (<$1.3K) though it's arrive one day too early. Wells, at least that means we'll have each other (about 13 of us) to look out for each other and bound for an entire day before the program starts official and we meet up with our prof and the UB North Campus pple. :P

Finally, one load off the mind! *phew*

Now, just to get the VISA done, everything is set and confirmed, left the preparation of things to bring and researching on London and Europe. :D

Looking forward!! Getting excited!!! :D:D:D

but besides all these, looking forward to the independence that will grant me growth & slowly nurtured confidence & self-esteem.

Looking forward to the breaking away from normal routine and the many familiar responsibilities and duties I'm bounded with that makes me often so busy I have hardly have time to sit and deal with issues/seriously ponder about stuff.

Looking forward to being away from my friends to think about friendship issues and hopefully resolve my dear fragile mindset of friendship, and figure during this test of time who are really my true friends and stop struggling internally in the dilemma of wondering and trying to balance many groups of friends.

Looking forward to be kicked out of my comfort zone, to be tested, to be stretched, that I may know myself better. Also that without my comfort zone of friends and family, that I'll further more depend on God (meeting better my criteria/wish to fully rely on Him) and my growth/relationship/faith in Him will strengthen.

Looking forward to exploring different cultures and rediscover my love for novelty, learning/understanding/enjoying culture, and learn new things!

Looking forward to have a new taste in the 'working world' and have a better direction of my future career path/what I want to do in life.

All in all, looking forward to the growth (in many various aspects) I know I'm gonna receive through those 4months; most importantly my growth as an entire being - character, personality, mentally, emotionally, spiritually.

I've been through so much in Singapore. Now it's time to kick me out far away so that I may grow and no longer be trapped by my past and present, but to see the world and be reminded of how so much things matter much much more than just to be tangled in the nets I've been in. :P

WOOHOO!! :D