Ignite 4 Him!

Gemma has left the Earthpack. Sheridania, the Alpha Female, felt the pain of losing a pack member to an outsider. Ultimately, Gemma has chosen to leave the pack and form her own with Melanthios. Sheridania whimpers as she watched Gemma disappear into the Forest with Melanthios. They looked great together, but she still could not help feeling the loss of one of her closer she-wolf sister in the Earthpack leaving. She has been missing the good times of hunting together with Gemma, playing together, and searching for their purpose in life together, and even more so now with her gone and away from the pack. However, Sheridania knew that she could not and should not stop Gemma from going off to find love. It's nature's arrangement, and a time will come when one by one, the wolves of this small pack will leave to form their own packs. She has no right, and also no heart, to hold Gemma back from following her heart, out of her love for this wolf sister of hers. Being the Alpha Female, she has to be strong, and thus the strong front of hers prevent her pack members, including Gemma, from knowing the stinging pain in her heart that she feels. She then turns towards Mpenzi for the love she lacks and envys, and for the strength she needs. No one else will be able to understand.
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As Gemma and Melanthios started builing their relationship up, Sheridania also began to feel uncomfortable in their presence as she fought with her jealousy and loss. In her dreams, she often snarled at them, and in the Windpack, when the pack hunts together, she tried avoiding to face Melanthios up front, and moved into the company of the other pack members. She missed talking to Melanthios, but the awkwardness she built up due to her inner fight of jealousy and loss built an unseen barrier. One cannot snarl at a wolf at one moment and run alongside with that same wolf the next. Although Gemma have left the Earthpack, Melanthios still often run with the Windpack. Sheridania have been trying to deal with her wolfship with Melanthios, and now, it seems that there is some success. She wishes she can be like before, to freely run alongside Melanthios in the Windpack as they used to do sometimes before Melanthios started seeing Gemma.
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While fighting with the emotions she faced when seeing Gemma and Melanthios together, Sheridania have also been distracted for the past moon season by a he-wolf. Astrophel has started to make his presence more prominent with each passing of the moon. Astrophel and Sheridania has started to have more runs in the forest together, and sometimes, Astrophel was even willing to play with her in the Mountains. Sheridania welcomed the distraction and enjoyed the times when the two will just sit beside each other at night, side by side. Sometimes she wishes so much to rub her head against his muscular shoulders, but she always held back. Astrophel was sweet and sometimes tempted her in his wild play. He is one of the wildest and adventurous wolf she has ever known, but that is what intrigued her and interest her at times. Not forgetting his sweetness either. All she-wolves love some attention at times.
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[The Searchers ~ Kader]