So I did a reflection back then on her words, and this was my reflection:
Let go by first understanding God's will and heart for me
God's will and heart for me: He wants to give me nothing but the best; He wants me to live for Him and not for myself, becoz He knows that when i live for Him, i gain satisfaction, but when i live for myself, though i may gain pleasure, deep down I'm not satisfied within and there's still emptiness.
Let go by first knowing that God will take care of me
He knows what i want, He knows what I need. He will provide. He's the Jehovah Jireh. I just have to trust and rely on Him. And as i trust and rely on Him, I will let myself be complete and one with Him, before i am truly ready to meet the guy, the partner God has specially chosen for me, so we may complement each other. He knows the guy who is perfect for me, i dun even know what kind of guy is; the guy who is not perfect, but perfect for me... for God knows me inside out, and He knows what I want and what I need especially.
Let go knowing that practically and realistically there is no point for me holding on
True, something i know deep down since the very beginning, even before tredding this path. To let go of what is not meant for me, and to trust and rely on God, that some day, though the wait be long and uncertain, that there will come this wonderful guy which God has in mind for me, who will give me such wonderful experiences and memories, far greater and better than any i have experienced with **No. 2**. not just affection, but true love from deep down within. To not hold on in lack of faith, fearing the unknown future, and having such zero confidence that i will ever experience and taste again such sweet experiences becoz no one will see me; but to know that i am beautiful in the eyes of God, and i am an attractive daughter of God, which one day will attract the right guy whom God intends for me to have a wonderful future with.
God's will and heart for me: He wants to give me nothing but the best; He wants me to live for Him and not for myself, becoz He knows that when i live for Him, i gain satisfaction, but when i live for myself, though i may gain pleasure, deep down I'm not satisfied within and there's still emptiness.
Let go by first knowing that God will take care of me
He knows what i want, He knows what I need. He will provide. He's the Jehovah Jireh. I just have to trust and rely on Him. And as i trust and rely on Him, I will let myself be complete and one with Him, before i am truly ready to meet the guy, the partner God has specially chosen for me, so we may complement each other. He knows the guy who is perfect for me, i dun even know what kind of guy is; the guy who is not perfect, but perfect for me... for God knows me inside out, and He knows what I want and what I need especially.
Let go knowing that practically and realistically there is no point for me holding on
True, something i know deep down since the very beginning, even before tredding this path. To let go of what is not meant for me, and to trust and rely on God, that some day, though the wait be long and uncertain, that there will come this wonderful guy which God has in mind for me, who will give me such wonderful experiences and memories, far greater and better than any i have experienced with **No. 2**. not just affection, but true love from deep down within. To not hold on in lack of faith, fearing the unknown future, and having such zero confidence that i will ever experience and taste again such sweet experiences becoz no one will see me; but to know that i am beautiful in the eyes of God, and i am an attractive daughter of God, which one day will attract the right guy whom God intends for me to have a wonderful future with.
Lord, remind me again. Remind me again I pray, and strengthen my heart and my resolve. Turn my heart back to you. Help me with No. 3. Let me be Yours and wait for your perfect gift. Help me to surrender myself.
"Every long lost dream, led me to where You are. Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars; pointing me on my way, into Your loving arms. This much I know is true, that God blessed the broken road and lead me straight to You."
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